Monolog hati

Pagi ni sepi. Slumb3r tak main game. Pelik.

Hari ni rasa betul-betul pelik. Sebab pagi2 bangun terus g sarapan dan bukan bukak komputer seperti hari hari biasa. Mungkin dah boring?

Tak

Slumb3r penat. Penat nak layan semua orang.

Penat jadah! dok umah besokan badan je bukan wat pe.

Betul juga tu.

Slumb3r agak stress sebab abah Slumb3r dan Miss A. Yess. Miss A.

Slumb3r sayang kat beliau tapi dalam minggu ni Slumb3r makin tensi. Sebab?

Sebab beliau cemburu tahap melampau. Itu adalah perkara yang paling Slumb3r benci. BENCI.

Boleh tahan kalau nak merajuk bagai. Boleh tahan bila menangis bagai. Boleh tahan lagi bila buat macam-macam. Tapi bila masuk bab CEMBURU. Dah... Malas nak layan...


And you keep asking me why I'm not like 2 or 3 years back? firstly, because of this. YOUR JEALOUSY. Keep me headache every time I smell JEALOUSY. What you do you asked me:

SO?

With big... Big... really BIG question mark.

Why?

This question I've keep asking myself. None of it answered.

Soalan yang sering ditanya dan paling malas nak jawab adalah:

Who are ME to YOU?

Soalan ni memerlukan skema jawapan yang tetap sekiranya salah jawab, akan berlaku malapetaka yang berlarutan lamanya sehingga ke tulang belakang geligeleman.

Firstly, where is your word "aku terima kaw seadanya?"
Second,.......... there is no second... just the first one....

Slumb3r malas nak jiwang2 ni sebab kalau hari-hari berlaku benda yang sama hati jadi meluat. Fikirlah secara matang dan bersangka baik. Umur masing2 dah 21. Dah boleh fikir mana buruk, mana baik. Stop acting like a child.

Slumb3r pun ada salah. Tapi Slumb3r tak tahu apa salah Slumb3r seperti Miss A cakap.

• 1. Slumb3r tanak share masalah.

Slumb3r ada masalah yang tak boleh diselesaikan? Na ah! Walaupun masalah tu berkaitan family pun, Slumb3r tak kuase memikirkannye. Tapi sekiranya masalah itu berlaku terhadap komputer Slumb3r ni, yes... that is a really big problem. (usually got solve in time)

• 2. Game lebih penting dari segalanya.

I guess so. Sebab takda masalah yang berpanjangan dengan game tu. Bila ada masalah, tutup PC then masalah setel.

• 3. I'm Playboy?

Entah. Tuduhan tidak berasas sama sekali. Dalam hidup ni, berapa kali tah Slumb3r lepak dengan budak perempuan? Berapa banyak kawan perempuan berbanding lelaki? Obvious sangat yang Slumb3r ni kurang sikit dengan perempuan. Anak buah Slumb3r pun ramai lelaki. Ape tah nak cemburu.

Keep in your mind,

I HATE EXTREMELY JEALOUSY!

Slumb3r tahu, bila post ni naik je. Someone will not SMSing me quite loooong time. In addition she will ask me for breakup eventually atas alasan me uwar-uwarkan pada dunia tentang masalah kami. To me there is nothing personal on that. Menunjukkan apa yang Slumb3r kata ini betul dan beliau susah nak terima. hehehe...

I want you to realize that just be you and don wury about me. I know to take care myself. Like the old you better than the Degree Student you are now.

Like the way you dress, like the way you look at me, like the way you laugh. I even like the way you smile and become gedik at one time.

Did you realize, that time was only we go out together? After being far apart, none of that happen?

When the last time I say I LOVE YOU?.... Just now... I LOVE YOU... At least you care about me not as much my Daddy. DUH!

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